Welcome to my life
I'm slipping away in every way,
I can't stay awake(and I don't know why),
I'm slipping away(and I don't know why),
I'm trying to make it through each day,
I'm falling apart now in every way,
I'm finding harder to get by,
There's a hole in my heart and I don't know why,
Now I've come to realize I'm slipping away.

Hey there.Where have I been for the last three days?I've just been at home,taking care of my cousins and not getting the plans that I want.Was spose to go to Aishah's bday party and help out Zehan with the party but we ended up not going because of some family problems.Our plan for today didnt go as plan too cause Zae couldnt come again and Nurie couldnt make it :/ .I thought I would just spend my day doing homework and coming up with Valentine's Day ideas for my parents,siblings and friends.Then came Rae's sms on Chris' phone.He said not to be worried and not to be pissed off.Then they were online.The atmosphere was tense I could feel it.I thought the egg thing was just for laughs but well it came out all sour.I have changed from all those little wild shots I take.They don't believe that.Am I just going to be that stupid foolish girl in your head forever?Yeah,trust me to be like that.The girl with the short attention span.I had a talk with Nurie cause I thought she would be the only person I could talk to at the time.She did shed some light on this.Hate me for not giving you communication.If it helps you guys,all Im doing now is listening to all these slow songs.It sucks but i'm not gonna stop being your friends,no matter what you guys think of me.

I wished upon the stars at
10:55 pm