Crazy
Shaz FM:Head on Collision by New Found Glory
Mood:Sleepy and dying of assignments overdose

Hey all.Gonna start at Saturday.Went to watch Star Wars Episode III.Its a good thing but I wanna take things to before and after the movie.Before the movie,my guardian family was suppose to go to their friend's house while me and Daniel went to go watch the movie.We've been watching this korean show for a while now.Sometimes we cant watch it so we tape it.There's this episode which Michelle hasnt seen.I didnt see it either because I was at Oli's place but I watched it when I got back.It turned out Daniel taped over it so she got pissed off.Uncle Eric got pissed off at Michelle and we went off without her.Aunty Angeline and U.Eric started quarreling in the car.We all kept quiet but Daniel was pretty insistant of kepo'ing.Jeremy got out of the car and the rentals were screaming away.Uncle Eric is a fast driver so its scary when you're in the car when he's mad.I was cluthing my seat belt tightly and I just kept quiet.Uncle Eric was suppose to send us to Orchard but things got fucked up.Went all the way back to the friend's place ,got off,got food at mackers then went on the MRT.Things got shitty even there,we got off at the wrong station so we had to take another MRT to Somerset.When we got at the theatre,we werent allowed food in the cinema unlike what Aunty Angeline said so we had to eat outside.We missed like the first 5-10 minutes of the show.

The show was heaps good.I kept remembering the good graphics and the fights were awesome.Battles were good.I dont like Palpatine,he's such an idiot and so's Anakin.Sheesh.Overall,it was a funky as movie.Yoda still rules.The part where he comes in the room to Palpatine was funny.I felt so confident after the movie.Had to bring Daniel home.He's 9 btw.Walked all the way to the Mrt and took the bus and such. To tell you the truth,it was the first and only time ive ever been out without rentals or supervision.There's so much freedom.I envy my friends who do get to go out but maybe I'll gain more freedom by the time the year's over. Aunty Angeline says Im heaps helpful round the house.Lol,how funny that sounds cause people think I wasnt like that when I was in KL so maybe I'm maturing and becoming independant?

Got home.Went online.I see Lang.We talk.He's depressed about an issue.We end up talking about it for like 4 hours.It was hard to persuade him to stop feeling the way he was feeling.He had his webcam on the entire time of the convo and I could see how sad he looked.Omg,I was really upset.I nearly cried.To think that this is what he feels beyond that face.If only he wasnt so far away.After saying goodbye to him,which was kinda on a good note,I crawled into bed and I literally didnt catch any sleep.I felt so sad inside and I just couldnt sleep.Thought about what we were talking about and all this stuff that happens between me and anthony and whatever else in AISS.

Sunday? Went to Johor.Was good cause I got to call my friends cheaply.I called the house as well.It was good to hear their voices again.Bad thing was the traffic.It was sooooo bad! Got home at like 1.30am. Thank god for a holiz on monday.Woke up late,spent the afternoon doing my science assignment then went to the grandparent's house for dinner.Going to library tomorrow with Michelle after school.

I think this has been the most hectic weekend this year.Or in my entire life.I thank Allah that my family doesnt fight like the family here.I thank god I dont quarrel with my siblings.I appreciate that my friends are still there for me.I hate that Lang is depressed in aus.I hate that I can't ever see Chris.I hate how shitty things are between me and some of my friends.I hate that Rae can't cope well.I miss home.I miss my family.I miss my friends.No matter what the lot of you say...Everything seems far away.

I wished upon the stars at
11:00 pm