Y.Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Think
Shaz FM: Breakthrough by Hope 7
Feeling: Sick
Hey all. If matters coudnt just get any more upsetting, I got my mens then I got sick overnight <____< My nose is absolutely annoying me and my voice is low. Urgh,for some reason whenever I get sick,i get sick for about a week then wont get anything for a long period of time.How odd.
Stressful-ness monday. I was so high during the weekend but I got so low on Monday. Blame it on the mens. It was a day of ups and downs. Downs being that and ups being talking to two of my mates about randomness ;).
Today was alright. I need to be reading my To Kill A Mockingbird because I am lagging in English class. I also need to start on my argumentative essay because it is due Monday. >_< . Lol,hugs and kisses from people and waving through glass to people at the opposite side of the building with Amy is fun ^^. I've finished my geo assignment and Kath is helping me print it. Yay,thank god for her.
When I say think...I am saying that there are tons of good people who get bad things they dont deserve. There's this DT assessment thing which I need to do on transport. I decided to do my thing on wheelchairs. I was doing my research and I needed to find out about its users. People who use wheelchairs either have injuries, a means of getting somewhere, have cerebral palsy or muscular dystrophy. Muscular dystrophy is a disease where the muscles of the body get weaker and weaker till they slowly stop working. Its unfair how people can get these things. They have to accept it but its really hard cause their life kind of gets stolen from them. I wouldnt know how it feels like to have this but it just makes me want to cry when I think of my brother. My brother is in a wheelchair because of this rare disease. I use to hear about how he'd get upset and tell people straight to their faces that he's sick when they'd give him looks and say something. He's getting weaker day after day. Its hard for him to write and sit up for a long time. Im happy that my friends are supportive as hell and they treat him normally. I've always treated him like a normal brother cause he is. I never knew about my brother's disease until late last year. My parents never really explained it to my face but now I understand it. During the holidays, I'm always spending time with my brother when Im at home when my sister is at school cause he home schools now. I love my brother very much but there are times when its hard for him. We dont get to travel far away anymore because my brother cant take the long journeys but Im happy enough travelling to near countries as long as he's having fun and its something not to hassling for him. One thing bout going to Singapore is that I've got to leave my family behind and he rarely gets the chance to come here so I always look forward to the holidays...8 more weeks to go..can I handle? L8er xxx
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