Another Brick in the Wall
Shaz FM: Bring me to Life by Evanescence
Feeling: Invisible

Heya. Sorry that I havent been blogging or going online. I've never had the time during Work Experience. During the weekend I went to Steph's bday which was pretty cool. Monday I went for my Netball games. We lost both matches but we still managed to snag 3rd place. 10 people will get the trophies at assembly tomorrow but hopefully Ms. Siew got Mr. DeBrincat to make a few copies XDDD

It is partly me feeling invisible that I am feeling down. I feel like I'm not in a group, I feel like people are pretending to like me or that they really dont like me. I get left out sometimes. Take today for instance, I was with some group of friends, we were all having fun but I felt like I wasnt really there. Yesterday, I was waiting with Alex and Rod for a taxi and those two were talking secretively about something so I was left by myself most of my time. My friends would include me sometimes but then they'd forget then im just trailing behind them feeling like a lost puppy. Had miscommunication with Chris so he thought I was pissed at him and I thought he was pissed at me. I was supposed to meet up with Ivan Chong and I was excited about it but he never returned my calls or sms's and didnt give any reason why he coudnt so it hurt. I dont really get any emails,sms' and phonecalls so it's hard for my friends overseas to comfort me because they dont know how I'm really feeling. I dont blog for a bit because I feel like noone reads my blogs, only when I dont blog that people wonder where the hell I am. I still have a kickass time and I know I am missed but sometimes you forget the people who do it and you just feel like you're walking but no one sees you.

Dont say its PMS cause its too early. It is not me intention of dragging this issue too long because I want to be happy on Sunday when my parents come down to SG to take me out for dinner and happy on my 16th birthday when I get to eat cake,dress up for the formal, have my parents, friends together, good food and have a kickass time. *sigh* Maybe things will look up soon enough. L8er xxx

I wished upon the stars at
4:47 pm