Failure's Not Flattering
Shaz FM: One Last Breath by Creed
Feeling: So-so

Hey. Exams are finally over and geez,today was a pretty good and pretty bad day. Yesterday I got back some marks. I passed Drama, English and Chinese Beginners. Drama ranges around 70% (didnt count), Chinese was 91% which was awesome and English was horrible. I got 53%. You think that's bad? I do extention english! Lol,but I was shocked to find out I wasnt the only 'smart' one to get that low. Sara who also does extention got 51% and Kieran got 49% O__O. How mad...but then again I think the highest was the low 70s. The teachers marked it really hard. I think I do better in extention then I do in english which is weird lol.

Today's morning was shite. I went for my piano class. I couldnt even do my scales. I need to send my teacher her cheque soon. I really sucked at me scales, and then I couldnt even play my piece right. Fuck, my exam is in 4 months and Im screwed. Maths was absolutely the worst thing ever. I failed. MAJORLY. This would have to be the worst I've ever done and this is the first assessment that I have failed this year. I got 31%, year average being 48%. It is no wonder I got asked to stay behind and was talked to about if I wanted to stay in this class, I needed to improve my marks or else move down to General. I declined cause I want to stay in this. Its funny how Im absolutely failing when I do the exams but for the other assessment, I passed and I pass my class work so WTF!? Why cant I apply it during the exam!?!?!??! Well, to be honest with myself, I have two goals: either do business or hotel management as my career. General is applied maths only but 2 unit does slightly more. General would be enough but I chose two units because I could use it to my advantage in the future. I just need to work on my maths. I've asked Oli if her mum could tutor me because I really need it. I'm also gonna go for Ms.Dethlefs' extra classes to help improve myself.

The rest of the day was pretty good actually. I was mucking around with Anthony cause he kept calling me Shaza Bin Laden and he called me a negro lol. He's just joking around but lol, such an idiot. I was talking to Sasha W. about NYAA. We want to go to New Zealand for our Adventurous journey. I dont mind really, it'd be fun seeing how Ive never been there in my life and james johnson insists on teaching me how to ride a bike lol. Which reminds me I need to do some research for the meeting tomorrow. XD Kieran's bus came and we just walked over the crossing so he was running to it. The thing is that Kieran can ride any bus but JJ can only ride the 105 so when the 159 came, both of us tried to stop him. I grabbed his hand to stop him from flagging the bus down though a lady was doing it at the busstop. JJ came to help me and held him down (JJ is 6'3 and big so you cant go anywhere if he holds you down). Lol, we love doing that to Kieran. I take his phone off him sometimes and only give it back when his bus comes. Unfortunately 73 came so Kieran got on that one. Lol, holding him back one is ok but then twice gets a bit old. Calvin was waiting at the busstop and we were comparing our saturdays seeing how we both do the same community service,reading to Kids at the Serangoon North Community Centre; as well as the camps cause he went to the same place as I did in Year 10 last year and I just told him what the difference was in the Year 11 one.

Which leads me back here. Just relaxed and posted on Club Bleach. I've got a poem which I wrote 2 months ago so Ill post it on Deviant Art later. Shall need to do my english homework, watch American Idol the final, research about New Zealand and contact my family ^___^. Ooh, Im working on my next layout so it'll come out soon. Ta xxx

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