Shaz FM: Farther Away by Evanescence
Feeling: Good

A good day today indeed. Had lunch with Mich and A.Ann at La Bodega, went to Megamall to buy tickets for friday movie Just My Luck and 2 chokers from Momoe, which have black velvet trim and blue/pink flowers with diamonds which I am in love with. Mum cooked fishball soup noodles for dinner which was yummy and managed to snag some time talking to Tom despite his parents' new schedule plan ^_^. Anyway, with the title above, I just felt like I should write about my dream/nightmare that I had last night. I dunno which to classify it as, but I know that I woke up at night talking, and my cousin was worried before I dozed off again. Here goes:

Mm, well the dream was sorta real yet sorta fiction. All I remember is being in this school hall, like one of those lecture halls and there were kids that I knew from school and people I didnt know...but everyone hated me. Even the friends that I have in real life ignored me. I was picked on all the time by the popular kids and I'd constantly sit by myself, and I cried often, in public, in a corner of a room, by myself. I know my friends in real life would never do such a cruel thing to me but it hurt, that was the most painful dream that Ive had, and I havent had nightmares in a long time. Did it really bother me to know I started having a headache since lunch yesterday and needed to sleep early because it killed me? Sleeping early and this is what I got. It doesnt sound like much but for me I think it is. Twas a bit startled when Tom spontaneously said "you don't have to dream anymore" and I didnt even say anything. It's funny how both of us are similar in ways,yet with this, we are complete opposites. I, who rarely nightmares, and he, who rarely dreams.

Tis all now. Shall need to start working on assignments tomorrow. Ta xx

I wished upon the stars at
8:35 pm