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Shaz FM: Rolling Days by Yui
Feeling: Tired

So ends my easter break. It feels long but short too. Tomorrow is Term 2 07', Term 3 Year 12. My exams are in Week 2. There are 10 weeks this term. 10 weeks till the holidays. 10 weeks till I go to China. 11 weeks till I'm back home again. I worry about my marks now. My reports are telling me that Im improving which is good but there's the whole thing about how I can do better, how I can organise myself and push myself as high as I can go. I don't do late nights or drink so I'm alright with that. I have to go out once in a while or else I suffocate but going out of the house to do community service is good enough for me because I enjoy it. I don't go on MSN late now. I sleep around 11-12pm everynight, waking up early around 9 on the weekends so I have a full day. I organise stuff early on CB, and limit how much I spend on it. I leave my anime fix to the weekends. This week will be lots of working hard and getting all my notes ready for my Half Yearlies.

At least my studies is something I can control. The one thing that seems to annoy me the most is my weight. XD No I don't think its that bad and I can't do the whole diet thing, I fail :/ but I don't understand why Im 60kg XD Its actually a normal weight but it is also my max. Means when I've eaten I feel horrible, even when I haven't eaten a thing! I even tested something. 59 when I just wake up, 60 before I eat, 60 after I eat XDDDDD It's weird..but my weight has been steady. It was up and down last year, probably due to my dancing and netball training. Not only did I lose weight, I gained some muscle and look better. It's still that but I've gained. I don't even see it but I know it's there. My parents bother me about it, not in a bad way. I wanna be healthy but I dont put in the time and effort to jog around the neighbourhood because of my ankle, and the gyms are too far and expensive. When I'm at home, I dont bother running or swimming -__- I'm so lazy, least I eat well. It annoys me that I follow my dad more then I follow my mum. Big/heavy bones, big wide feet etc. etc. *sigh* Haha, of course I can lose it all once my studies are out of the way. I just wish people would just bother me about uni and what I need to focus on now instead of giving me problems on stuff that can be fixed later. I'll be 18 when it's over, plenty of time to change.

So here ends me now. One hour of anime then to finish my crime fiction story for English Extension, then pack my bag for an early night in. Been waking up around 9-10 lately, so I'll need to get back to waking up at 7am. Ta xx

I wished upon the stars at
7:34 pm