Scare

Shaz FM: All Around Me by Flyleaf
Feeling: Migraine O.O



I've been obsessed with this song lately. The song reminds me of Olivia Lufkin's music and the music video is pretty interesting.

I must be seriously stressed if I still have this migraine. It's the 11th day and I still have it. It isn't as bad but once in a while, I'll get really bad attacks and then I just want to go and have a nap. Short attention span too. I have been going to doctors (I've gone to three, 2 of which are neurologists), been given medicine as well. I'm almost finished with them. I'm supposed to go see my doctor again sometime this week. I should go tomorrow, before National Day holidays start.

Sleep has been pretty weird for me lately. I slept 8 hours saturday night and woke up around 9.30am to study. Got about 30 minutes of Area of Study done before my brain energy left me. I took an hour nap after that. I remember reading an article in the newspaper about the Sudden Death Syndrom (SDS). Scary thought, that one. Anyway, I dreamt that I just woke up and I was losing my sight suddenly. It scared me, it looked like the vein was erupting from my eye. To just wake up and suddenly lose your sight, that's what sometimes happens to people who suffer eye injuries right? Either I get odd dreams or I lose track of time. Thursday night, I was lying in bed for hours before I fell to sleep around 4am. I didnt go to school on friday cause I was sick. My great uncle passed away friday morning.

Same thing happened last night. Remembered being in bed, trying to be comfortable at around 11.30pm, look at my clock and realise its 1am. Geez, and I freaked out because of my exam today. Paper 1 freaked me out as well. Did the CSSA paper. Did not get the question AT ALL. Question 2 was "people have different views of the same journey, write a creative response depicting this" or something like that. Totally copped that one XD I think I'll murder Module C though AND my Chinese Written Exam AND my English Extension Exam *sigh*. My head hurts. I need to take a nap. Ta xx

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2:22 pm